Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Ink Stains

Ink stains on my heart because of the pain.

The thought of you dancing with her is too much I cannot imagine.

You said you were moving on; give me a valid reason.

The single rose you gave me had crippled days ago.

The show was over and there was a glow.

A light that only was shown when you had vanished.

To replenish my soul from the emotional damage.

The aftermath left me insane.

When you left and came back too many times again.

Ink stains was permanent  on this heart of mine.

You can’t just leave me hangin’ at any given time.

I hurt too.

I hurt because of you.

The ink raced down to the ground as you stand there seeing my cry.

The tears I shed felt like I could’ve died.

“At any given time he will walk through that door”.

That thought cannot be ignored.

I sit still in the edge of the bed where we made passionate love.

Where the love for me was already enough.

But now I got shoved.

And there is no way of going back.

Even when I had my bags packed.

Images of you I saw through thr vanity mirror came to life.

And you stood in front of me with a smile so nice.

And told me you’d feel sorrow if I walked out of your life.

I didn’t believe a word you just said.

So I looked passed you, grabbed my bag, and left.

Daddy’s Little Girl

The little girl stares out of the window….
Her bedroom was a place where she can dream in colors….
As her parents argue in the background, she covers her ears, because of the sound….
Troubled girl, how young she might be…
Her smile shines so brightly….
Her behavior exudes much confidence…
In her days that was well spent….

Everyday goes by and she still hears yelling…
As her mother slaps her father’s face, that was her true calling….
She yells “stop!” but her voice was too deafening….
The words in her mouth, the parents did not dare to listen….
Tears forming in her eyes as they were covered….
She knew her father would go to his new lover….
She pleads “daddy don’t go!” as she grips his legs and fell to the floor…
He kisses her forehead and tells her she will always be daddy’s little girl……
After, he grabs his suitcase and closes the frontdoor…
Her tears become an ocean of water beneath her and she felt her heart tore….
Her glistening eyes turned to the window and realize that daddys not with her anymore….
The sound of her mother crying….
Felt like she was dying….
Although it pains her to know her daddy left; the sympathy towards her mother crept..
Eyes so innocent sneaked into the bedroom…
Walked to her mother with posture so gloom.. .
Her little hands around her mother’s waist
Made her feel warm and safe
She could smell her mothers scent…
As her mother wiped tears away while her head was bent….
“Oh how I wish she could notice me”
She thought as she laid her head on her mother’s knee….

The Future

The future is going to be a bittersweet moment I will be devouring.
It’s time to climb the highest tower.
To complete my ultimate desires.
To recover from the past.
To have a present that had dashed.
The future is in my hands.
Open up the envelope that reveals my fate.
Reveal the future that I will taste.
Oh! How I wanted to taste this good fate for so long.
It tingles with sweetness and glistens with happiness in the mouth which I am allowed to speak.
The feet that was provided for me to climb the highest peak.
The hands had been flourished from the chances I didn’t seek.
The future I hold in the hands that are now flourished.
Will allow me to get away from the emotional damage.
Past and present is an obstacle for the future.
A future that I know is coming for sure.
Untie these hands of mine and let it wander on this blank paper.
This paper will make my future happier.
The words will speak in a friendly voice.
To the public who is hoping for a choice.
I will carefully stroke my future with gentle and careful thoughts
No matter how much pain it will cost.
No matter how many friends will be lost.
The future is here to stay.
The past will be left in the back of my mind to decay.

Stars in My Eyes

Secretly I became fear itself.
Raging out like the god of war.
Thinking that my mind can be stored in the shelf.
My mind wants to soar.
Creative artwork spread along the empty dining room table.
To make this piece of art come to life I might be capable.
Signing my name in cursive on the pages that I wrote on is my dream.
Making my dream shiny and gleam.
I am a glimpse of my future.
As I journey through the forest in the present.
Anyone who wants to go against it.
Will have to fight through the barriers of my walls.
I am now ready to leave this place of emptiness to spark the fire that had been laying low for so long.
I will never have to look at the stars in the skies.
Because the stars are implanted in my eyes.

The Past

I thought you were here.
As I looked back and tracked my steps the vision wasn’t clear.
You left me in a splint second.
Said you would be back but you got me beggin.
My efforts was not good enough for your heart to love in return.
Thank you for the no concern.
Of my well being.
For leaving.
The images of you I see in every corner.
I should’ve left you sooner.
I didn’t know what my friends told me.
Because I was blind for my eyes to see.
You stole my integrity.
You stole my heart.
Every guy that passes me by I just shook away.
Because I thought you were here to stay.
I’m appalled of what just happened between us.
There was never a moment where you had lust.
I looked through your eyes and found no love.
Even when I try to get you to open up.
I was never enough.
So long to you and your new woman.
This time you never ran.
According to your wedding band on the hand that never met my hand.
For now I will be careful of who I give my heart to.
Because of you I only love a few.

What Are We

I am asking what are we for a reason.
I want to know this one important question.
Are you going to change girls like the change of season?
I have to know I’m all yours.
This is no chorus for a song.
This is not a trip so long.
This is a question that determines our fate.
So answer this question with faith.
I want to know.
You need to show.

You At Your Lowest

You at your lowest.
Me at my highest.
Doesn’t that sound good?
I act like how any enemy should.
When they come face to face with their opponent.
Winning with sweet victory is my only intention.
The thought is deep in my mind.
Dig into my thoughts if you please.
There is too much information in there ready to seize.
Ready to seize every word that comes out of your filthy mouth.
I hope things really goes south.
For your side, I really do.
Here’s to the shit you put me through.

We Are All Equal

The love of a man and woman is now equal from the love of a man and a man.
Two lovers are now legally tied with a wedding band.
Love is in the air for two gay couples.
Make way for the equal marriage already in place.
Wash away the mean comments and the law that troubles.
A man can get married with a wedding dress made with lace.
Old fashion ways ends today.
The same sex marriage comes into play.
Congratulations to the gays who fought through discrimination for so long.
The law against gay marriage is now gone.
Raise your glass cause your struggle surpassed.
I hope that the love of two men will last.
Love is love for all human kind.
Let us not be selfish when it comes to spreading the love.
Let us be happy that all of us can love.
To all gay people of America.
I wish you all best on all your future endeavors.

Revenge Comes in Millions

I hope life goes downhill for you.
I really do.
Although I have only two eyes that see.
And two ears that hear.
What you say about me.
What comes out of your viscious mouth.
Every word counts.
Every action is mounted in a pile of lies that had spilled out of your seething teeth.
I wish you bad every week.
When that day comes where my revenge comes in million.
The time runs out for you to kill them.
I hate your views; I truly do.
When I do reach for the top.
You will pau you disgusting thot.
And all the curse words combine.
Will not let you get away this time.
Time to bring out the weapons.
Time to answer some unanswered questions.
With my honest intentions