Game Over

The words she had spoken was like a deep cut.

He broke her in pieces, but she came up.

The flower had crippled weeks ago.

The sun was coming down and his heart was shown.

It was filled with blackness that dripped on the floor.

An evil manipulation was planned.

There was a note in an empty can.

It reads “game over”.

He went to his actual lover.

They spent the night with each other.

She was another loser.

She ran for cover.

But it was game over.

Rain fell out of the tear ducts and turned into bullets on the ground.

In the room there was no sound.

Just a man with an invisible crown.

He had won the invisible game.

It was over for her and she felt shame.

For the longest time she was to blame for the shame.

She had to find another to recover.

As she watched him walk down the aisle with his new lover.

She felt pain like no other.

Game over.

Can’t Stop

Can’t Stop

Blood trickled through the veins of this heart.

Though I can never part.

With your eyes staring back at me.

Is all I can see.

Friends say otherwise.

They told me to pick other guys.

I cried over him with tears clear across the cold floor.

I can’t stop.

I won’t stop.

Loving his presence.

Loving his eyes stripping my soul.

I was special in his eyes. Once upon a time.

Now there are lakes and rivers dividing our bodies farther away from each other.

You told me to choose another.

But I can’t stop thinking of you while holding hands with someone closer.

Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Truth Is

Take whats left of me.

You see me as a girl that you can please.

I became that girl once again.

Getting her head stepped on by men.

Men, who don’t know what they want so they play.

With my heart like a tether ball.

Going round and round where there is nothing left at all.

I get bruised all the time.

Wishing whatever he did was a lie.

The potential truth comes out of their mouths may be the truth.

The grey clouds hover over me like no other.

I camouflage my tears with the rain.

Don’t want people to see me cry in vein.

Truth is, I cannot take the pain.

Holding back the tears telling myself I am fine.

Truth is, you were never mine.

Time’s Up

Time’s Up

Your times up

You played the game and you got booted out; strike out.

When I saw what happened I wanted to shout.

But you thought I could be tamed.

In your gamed that you played.

I told you my feelings, but you didn’t care.

In your game where you didn’t play fair.

I saw you with another.

Thought she was your lover.

You treated her better.

And ignored me like I was trash beneath your feet.

Can’t feel my insides boiling with rage; can’t you feel the heat?

I don’t deserve this hurt.

I don’t deserve those mean words.

I call the time out; I tell you that the time is up; I make the call.

I decide if you fall or don’t fall.

You can tell another girl, “what’s up”.

I quit the game you play today.

It ends today cause I cannot take the heartache that follows.

I cannot take the pain and the sorrows.

Seeing you with another.

I told myself it doesn’t bother.

For the sake of my heart clashing with pain.

I say times up to your games.

Labeled Abusers

He took her breath away with one little song.
He compelled her to love his beautiful written song.
Taking her hand in a moonlight dance.
Making her feel like she was staring out of Mt. Everest in one single glance.
Her feelings for him became love at first sight.
As he took her home to end the night.

Years go by and the honeymoon phase became deadly.
All of a sudden their relationship became unsteady.
Her hands were covered over her ears as he was yelling.
Couldn`t hear a word he was saying.
Crying these sad sobs and wondered what she did wrong.
To make the love of her life scream this vicious song.
He feels he is in control.
As he slaps her on the cheeks; her heart took it`s toll.

The first phase of the beating was over.
To know he had more control over her.
The anger shot up to a stifling degree.
She bends down to her knees to plead.
He sees her helpless and it makes him feel like a king.
As he kicked her in the stomach, he had felt he had everything.
Sickening mind he possessed as he sees heaving through his chest.
He sees his girl laying down helpless.
He holds her in his arms of rage in the darkness.
Please help her get out of his arms of evilness.

Months go by and she can`t help but think.
Can she get out of here before she will be under God`s wings.
She looks through the mirror which sits still in the bathroom.
And she could still see bruises on her face of beauty.
Her face never glowed once and she knew this was a sad reality.
She packs her bags and leaves a man who is labeled an abuser.
She runs directly to the cops; so what if he labels her an accuser.
He will be forever labeled an abuser as the cops lock him away as a prisoner.
Justice will be served on platter labeled abuser.

Barbie Dolls

The glam and the high life gets  in their heads.

Perfection in the tabloids poeple have read.

Fatty wants to be skinny.

Flipping through glossy magazines makes her happy.

Purging whats left in her tummy will make her look pretty.

Images of perfection are like barbie dolls.

With 5 inch heels to stand so tall.

Standing with their Ken with shimmering white teeth.

Press commenting on how glamorous their ride looks on the street.

Somehow the glam life got to her head and wanted to look like barbie.

But she doesn`t know that barbie had plastic surgery.

So she begins to purge out her dinner.

Because she wanted to look thinner.

In the distance; the sirens become louder.

In the end, the glam life becomes the winner.

Faded Love

Last time I was infatuated by you….
I didn’t know I wasn’t part of your new rules…
Completely blinded by your charm….
Made me think you wouldn’t do no harm…
I was once missing your essence….
Now I realize you weren’t lovin’ it…
A complete idiot I was…
And too young to love…
Signs that were ignored showed he didn’t care…
The thing was, when he breathes, I wanted to breathe his air…
When he cried, I wanted to wipe them away…
And when I need him….
Where is he today?
The years I spent having these spiraled thoughts of him in the battlefield, expressed that I was worried about his safety…
Why does he treat me so badly?
Faded love was all that had stood…
All that time I was thinking he was good… but he was no good…
Treated me like dirt when I thought he treated me like a queen..
Contemplating If I could see the unseen….
Stood up for him when my family was so mean….
Every love song I sang was just a speck of dust on an open ground…
Now when I hear the songs, I hear no sound….
I didn’t believe anybody’s word but mine…
Just because I fell for the wrong guy….
Even when my girls had thrown signs…
Every truth in his mind converted to a total lie…
Every petal of a fragrant red rose drops into the open sea….
And I exhaled a big sigh of relief….
Faded love, that’s all it could be….