Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Labeled Abusers

He took her breath away with one little song.
He compelled her to love his beautiful written song.
Taking her hand in a moonlight dance.
Making her feel like she was staring out of Mt. Everest in one single glance.
Her feelings for him became love at first sight.
As he took her home to end the night.

Years go by and the honeymoon phase became deadly.
All of a sudden their relationship became unsteady.
Her hands were covered over her ears as he was yelling.
Couldn`t hear a word he was saying.
Crying these sad sobs and wondered what she did wrong.
To make the love of her life scream this vicious song.
He feels he is in control.
As he slaps her on the cheeks; her heart took it`s toll.

The first phase of the beating was over.
To know he had more control over her.
The anger shot up to a stifling degree.
She bends down to her knees to plead.
He sees her helpless and it makes him feel like a king.
As he kicked her in the stomach, he had felt he had everything.
Sickening mind he possessed as he sees heaving through his chest.
He sees his girl laying down helpless.
He holds her in his arms of rage in the darkness.
Please help her get out of his arms of evilness.

Months go by and she can`t help but think.
Can she get out of here before she will be under God`s wings.
She looks through the mirror which sits still in the bathroom.
And she could still see bruises on her face of beauty.
Her face never glowed once and she knew this was a sad reality.
She packs her bags and leaves a man who is labeled an abuser.
She runs directly to the cops; so what if he labels her an accuser.
He will be forever labeled an abuser as the cops lock him away as a prisoner.
Justice will be served on platter labeled abuser.

Abandoned House

Say it now.

Let the words pour out of your mouth.

Don’t let this loving home turn into an abandoned house.

The clothes spread along the front lawn.

Is yours so be gone.

The lipstick stain on your shirt collar is there.

The lips of yours had been shared.

Knowing the lips that had touched mine had touched another woman makes me hurt inside.

It will take a whole lot of lies to cover a huge tide of truth.

Who is this woman name Ruth?

The coworker who happened to leave her mark?

A woman you ejoyed pleasing in the dark?

You made this home an abandoned house.

Imma torch the roof off this place if I don’t hear the truth from your unworthy mouth.

Empty

You changed me for the good then you damaged me for the worst.

You ask me what you did and I pointed to where it hurts.

I pointed to the heart that was full and now it lays there empty.

It was empty since the day you left me.

You got my heart on E, so you tricked me good.

If there was a valid reason to why, I would’ve understood.

But you taped your mouth shut and walked out like a punk.

If they ask me “why”, I would have no response.

Cause I had no clue.

I had no news.

He just left me out of the blue and left me. completely confused.

My heart remains empty.

Now, I sit on this empty bed trying to figure out what caused you to leave.

Scream Out

Dont lose composure ladies.
Even if he has been treating you like shit lately.
Scream out those words and he will win.
Telling his homies that he had tamed his woman.
He has been going out all night.
Don’t let him come home and expect to win another fight.
You clench your teeth wanting to scream.
Hold that tongue tight.
Let your heart and mind be on the same team.
I know it is harder than it seems .
Pillow drenched from the constant waiting.
But just remember one thing.
Just fly with your wings.
Remember you have the wings to soar.
Far away from all of this.
Never scream out his name.
Don’t let him think you can be tamed.
Whether you are sasha fierce.
Never scream out with those tears.
The only thing that should be grounded is your feet.
Never bend your knees to plead.
Losing composure will bring in defeat.
Keep the composure girls.
Keep the pride inside first.
Let him chase you down with a “but”.
Go on and leave with a strut.
Bring out your freakum dress ladies.
The eyes that is faded is like the man who had never catered to you had faded.
Dance on the tables and feel free.
Let your pride take the lead.
Cut out the losers like pages from magazines who don’t deserve your goodies.
And where that freakum dress loosely.
Tonight is the night for strong beautiful ladies.
Hands up for the women who kept their composure and walked out of the door of despair safely.
Congratulations.

Change of Hearts

The rain pours on their faces of defeat.
Two hearts which were happy in the past times.
The traffic in the background as they stand in the spotlight in silent.
He tries to look at the light that he saw in her.
She tries to look for the glimpse of sanity she once saw in them.
An ounce of love never was portrayed in their eyes.
They would say those three strong words, but that would both be lies.
Letting go of five years of history would be a pain both ends cannot go through.
Good memories built in this house of commitment.
Never have they thought about ending it with a great amount of devastation.

The morning mist shown through the window of their one room apartment.
The sun shines bright through the clouds of grey; they don’t deserve it.
Two heads turned away from each other as they lay their bodies farther.
He questions why they are together.
She is thinking about why he even bother.
As they sit in the breakfast table with no love in the air.
They realize they didnt care.
They just gave up caring; but couldnt find a way to depart.
After a long dead silence from both parties, he says “change of heart”.
She then says giving up what they have is hard.
Figuring out if there’s hope, he touches her face with his gentle hands; he had saw a blank stare.
“Do you still care?”
She thought for a minute and looked down at her reflection on the silverspoon and said “there is emptiness here”.
The break up flew by with no lingering feelings.
No pleading from both parties.
No screams and no sorrys.
Just a blank face of torment,
He packed up his suitcase and left their one room apartment.
She watched him leave with a sense of ease.
No feeling of hurt and no pain in the heart.
Just the feeling of ease that they are apart.
The shadowy figure of him going down the stares had never left her heart bare.

Change of hearts will come so quickly.
It will wash over us completely.
We call each other cute nicknames like “baby” or “honey”.
But soon both ends of the ropes have to be pulled away and now their vanishing.
Deadly love will come soon.
Grab hold of the love of your life like a baby in a mother’s womb.