Save Her

The destruction got to her 

Deteriorating her soul and there was no cure. 

Her enemies demised her. 

Beautiful soul but life took its toll. 

Her marriage went south. 

Her husband had doubts. 

Her children she held so tight. 

But she had let go of the string and they flew out of her sight. 

They took the next flight. 

The drugs and alcohol she had to fight. 

The vodka took her soul. 

Where she had nowhere to go. 

Images of a perfect life. 

Images of her being a perfect wife. 

Went down in shambles. 

Her life was a gamble.

She struck out. 

She wanted to shout. 

Save her from this atrocity. 

Save her from this monstrosity. 

Heavenly father from above. 

Don’t let her get shoved. 

Giver her a chance to feel loved. 

Feel the sand beneath her toes. 

Let her soar and reach for gold. 

Save her from herself. 

Let her see her children; that’s all she got left.

I’m Tired

Taking my dignity was hard enough.

You knew my life had been rough.

I thought you would never judge.

I loved you from the beginning.

You tortured my soul until I had nothing.

I was captive in your arms.

You said I wasn’t in no harm.

I told you the truth and you was alarmed.

I was your main target.

My heart broke and you saw it.

Disgusted by the disguise behind your eyes.

I moved away from your life.

If that whore was important then make her your wife.

You received no support from me.

I was your tease.

You apologized; apologized for what?

I should’ve trusted my gut.

This was not love.

Because I got shoved.

I’m tired mentally.

I’m tired emotionally.

I wanna erase the memories.

Tears on the floor.

I don’t want it no more.

I’m tired of you. I wanna forget us two.

All I can say is 3 years of friendship down the drain; now you choose.

Now, you have nothing to prove.

Game Over

The words she had spoken was like a deep cut.

He broke her in pieces, but she came up.

The flower had crippled weeks ago.

The sun was coming down and his heart was shown.

It was filled with blackness that dripped on the floor.

An evil manipulation was planned.

There was a note in an empty can.

It reads “game over”.

He went to his actual lover.

They spent the night with each other.

She was another loser.

She ran for cover.

But it was game over.

Rain fell out of the tear ducts and turned into bullets on the ground.

In the room there was no sound.

Just a man with an invisible crown.

He had won the invisible game.

It was over for her and she felt shame.

For the longest time she was to blame for the shame.

She had to find another to recover.

As she watched him walk down the aisle with his new lover.

She felt pain like no other.

Game over.

Beautiful Soul

The voices in her head makes her go insane.

She cannot stand the pain.

The pain is like a deadly virus injected inside of her vein.

In one split second, she will go insane.

Making her way through men who wants a piece of her thigh.

Makes her want to cry.

Beautiful soul she has become.

Never will they see the fight in her so they expect nothing to come.

I have lived my life like this girl’s chaos.

Where my life has been put on a pause.

Where my pride was long gone.

This girl and I are the same.

When we look at each other in the mirror, we feel shame.

We do admit that we hate seeing each other.

To love ourselves, why do we bother.

We get pushed into the dirt until we have a mouthful.

With no knowledge of what we are doing with our beautiful soul.

We continue to let the ones who hate us treat us like shit.

And wonder if we faded away from this cold society that we will ever be missed.

We thought about ending our lives in this cold society.

Thinking that happiness is an illusion to our fantasy.

Our beautiful souls had turned gray at one time.

Telling people, we are fine when we were not fine.

I, myself, see this reflection and see a twin.

With a mindset to lose but never to win.

 

Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Ink Stains

Ink stains on my heart because of the pain.

The thought of you dancing with her is too much I cannot imagine.

You said you were moving on; give me a valid reason.

The single rose you gave me had crippled days ago.

The show was over and there was a glow.

A light that only was shown when you had vanished.

To replenish my soul from the emotional damage.

The aftermath left me insane.

When you left and came back too many times again.

Ink stains was permanent  on this heart of mine.

You can’t just leave me hangin’ at any given time.

I hurt too.

I hurt because of you.

The ink raced down to the ground as you stand there seeing my cry.

The tears I shed felt like I could’ve died.

“At any given time he will walk through that door”.

That thought cannot be ignored.

I sit still in the edge of the bed where we made passionate love.

Where the love for me was already enough.

But now I got shoved.

And there is no way of going back.

Even when I had my bags packed.

Images of you I saw through thr vanity mirror came to life.

And you stood in front of me with a smile so nice.

And told me you’d feel sorrow if I walked out of your life.

I didn’t believe a word you just said.

So I looked passed you, grabbed my bag, and left.

A Woman’s Pride

Make up your mind and follow.

Patch up the wound and let the memory of him flow.

Out of your head and into the wind.

Let the memory flow swiftly through the forest which echoes.

Find happiness through the branches which grows.

Strong woman you are; never let a man say that you aren’t.

The whole world will know your beauty one day.

Don’t let his sinful mouth bring you down.

You will be defeated and he will wear his crown.

Beat the highest mountain you can find and fly.

Away from the misery which was kept behind these thick walls.

Leaves you shameless and defeated.

It wasn’t you that needed; it’s him that needed.

Last time you pleaded.

You apologize for the times he had treated.

You badly and still you were addicted to staying.

What I am saying is…

Follow your brain as well as your heart.

Or your pride will fall apart.

Labeled Abusers

He took her breath away with one little song.
He compelled her to love his beautiful written song.
Taking her hand in a moonlight dance.
Making her feel like she was staring out of Mt. Everest in one single glance.
Her feelings for him became love at first sight.
As he took her home to end the night.

Years go by and the honeymoon phase became deadly.
All of a sudden their relationship became unsteady.
Her hands were covered over her ears as he was yelling.
Couldn`t hear a word he was saying.
Crying these sad sobs and wondered what she did wrong.
To make the love of her life scream this vicious song.
He feels he is in control.
As he slaps her on the cheeks; her heart took it`s toll.

The first phase of the beating was over.
To know he had more control over her.
The anger shot up to a stifling degree.
She bends down to her knees to plead.
He sees her helpless and it makes him feel like a king.
As he kicked her in the stomach, he had felt he had everything.
Sickening mind he possessed as he sees heaving through his chest.
He sees his girl laying down helpless.
He holds her in his arms of rage in the darkness.
Please help her get out of his arms of evilness.

Months go by and she can`t help but think.
Can she get out of here before she will be under God`s wings.
She looks through the mirror which sits still in the bathroom.
And she could still see bruises on her face of beauty.
Her face never glowed once and she knew this was a sad reality.
She packs her bags and leaves a man who is labeled an abuser.
She runs directly to the cops; so what if he labels her an accuser.
He will be forever labeled an abuser as the cops lock him away as a prisoner.
Justice will be served on platter labeled abuser.

Barbie Dolls

The glam and the high life gets  in their heads.

Perfection in the tabloids poeple have read.

Fatty wants to be skinny.

Flipping through glossy magazines makes her happy.

Purging whats left in her tummy will make her look pretty.

Images of perfection are like barbie dolls.

With 5 inch heels to stand so tall.

Standing with their Ken with shimmering white teeth.

Press commenting on how glamorous their ride looks on the street.

Somehow the glam life got to her head and wanted to look like barbie.

But she doesn`t know that barbie had plastic surgery.

So she begins to purge out her dinner.

Because she wanted to look thinner.

In the distance; the sirens become louder.

In the end, the glam life becomes the winner.

Abandoned House

Say it now.

Let the words pour out of your mouth.

Don’t let this loving home turn into an abandoned house.

The clothes spread along the front lawn.

Is yours so be gone.

The lipstick stain on your shirt collar is there.

The lips of yours had been shared.

Knowing the lips that had touched mine had touched another woman makes me hurt inside.

It will take a whole lot of lies to cover a huge tide of truth.

Who is this woman name Ruth?

The coworker who happened to leave her mark?

A woman you ejoyed pleasing in the dark?

You made this home an abandoned house.

Imma torch the roof off this place if I don’t hear the truth from your unworthy mouth.