Abandoned House

Say it now.

Let the words pour out of your mouth.

Don’t let this loving home turn into an abandoned house.

The clothes spread along the front lawn.

Is yours so be gone.

The lipstick stain on your shirt collar is there.

The lips of yours had been shared.

Knowing the lips that had touched mine had touched another woman makes me hurt inside.

It will take a whole lot of lies to cover a huge tide of truth.

Who is this woman name Ruth?

The coworker who happened to leave her mark?

A woman you ejoyed pleasing in the dark?

You made this home an abandoned house.

Imma torch the roof off this place if I don’t hear the truth from your unworthy mouth.

Empty

You changed me for the good then you damaged me for the worst.

You ask me what you did and I pointed to where it hurts.

I pointed to the heart that was full and now it lays there empty.

It was empty since the day you left me.

You got my heart on E, so you tricked me good.

If there was a valid reason to why, I would’ve understood.

But you taped your mouth shut and walked out like a punk.

If they ask me “why”, I would have no response.

Cause I had no clue.

I had no news.

He just left me out of the blue and left me. completely confused.

My heart remains empty.

Now, I sit on this empty bed trying to figure out what caused you to leave.

Blood Ties

Farewell to the evil.
The evil that I link blood with, sadly to say.
Blood ties is a small grain of sand; in the wind the one sand will sway.
Away from existence and into the shallows of the dark hole which lies it’s soul.
People tell me to forgive this evil force.
I’d rather burn my skin with this torch.
I keep my emotions inside for a reason.
I write my poems to release the tension
Give me a reason to forgive the unforgiven.
In the past my heart and mind was not on the same team.
But this time the mistakes I will redeem.
I will trust no one but myself.
Close my heart so no one can tear it apart.
Leave the ones to rot in their filth.
They deserve the filth they lay their heads on.
In the past I hurt a ton.
But I did not see the blood ties there for me.
Their eyes was blind to see.
The heart was selfish to bleed.
I got me and me only.
Let the words seethe through my teeth and heal me completely.
From the pain in the past.
From the future I will catch.
In the end there is always me, myself, and I.
Fuck the blood ties.
The blood ties are nothing in my eyes.