Save Her

The destruction got to her 

Deteriorating her soul and there was no cure. 

Her enemies demised her. 

Beautiful soul but life took its toll. 

Her marriage went south. 

Her husband had doubts. 

Her children she held so tight. 

But she had let go of the string and they flew out of her sight. 

They took the next flight. 

The drugs and alcohol she had to fight. 

The vodka took her soul. 

Where she had nowhere to go. 

Images of a perfect life. 

Images of her being a perfect wife. 

Went down in shambles. 

Her life was a gamble.

She struck out. 

She wanted to shout. 

Save her from this atrocity. 

Save her from this monstrosity. 

Heavenly father from above. 

Don’t let her get shoved. 

Giver her a chance to feel loved. 

Feel the sand beneath her toes. 

Let her soar and reach for gold. 

Save her from herself. 

Let her see her children; that’s all she got left.

I’m Tired

Taking my dignity was hard enough.

You knew my life had been rough.

I thought you would never judge.

I loved you from the beginning.

You tortured my soul until I had nothing.

I was captive in your arms.

You said I wasn’t in no harm.

I told you the truth and you was alarmed.

I was your main target.

My heart broke and you saw it.

Disgusted by the disguise behind your eyes.

I moved away from your life.

If that whore was important then make her your wife.

You received no support from me.

I was your tease.

You apologized; apologized for what?

I should’ve trusted my gut.

This was not love.

Because I got shoved.

I’m tired mentally.

I’m tired emotionally.

I wanna erase the memories.

Tears on the floor.

I don’t want it no more.

I’m tired of you. I wanna forget us two.

All I can say is 3 years of friendship down the drain; now you choose.

Now, you have nothing to prove.

Game Over

The words she had spoken was like a deep cut.

He broke her in pieces, but she came up.

The flower had crippled weeks ago.

The sun was coming down and his heart was shown.

It was filled with blackness that dripped on the floor.

An evil manipulation was planned.

There was a note in an empty can.

It reads “game over”.

He went to his actual lover.

They spent the night with each other.

She was another loser.

She ran for cover.

But it was game over.

Rain fell out of the tear ducts and turned into bullets on the ground.

In the room there was no sound.

Just a man with an invisible crown.

He had won the invisible game.

It was over for her and she felt shame.

For the longest time she was to blame for the shame.

She had to find another to recover.

As she watched him walk down the aisle with his new lover.

She felt pain like no other.

Game over.

Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Time’s Up

Time’s Up

Your times up

You played the game and you got booted out; strike out.

When I saw what happened I wanted to shout.

But you thought I could be tamed.

In your gamed that you played.

I told you my feelings, but you didn’t care.

In your game where you didn’t play fair.

I saw you with another.

Thought she was your lover.

You treated her better.

And ignored me like I was trash beneath your feet.

Can’t feel my insides boiling with rage; can’t you feel the heat?

I don’t deserve this hurt.

I don’t deserve those mean words.

I call the time out; I tell you that the time is up; I make the call.

I decide if you fall or don’t fall.

You can tell another girl, “what’s up”.

I quit the game you play today.

It ends today cause I cannot take the heartache that follows.

I cannot take the pain and the sorrows.

Seeing you with another.

I told myself it doesn’t bother.

For the sake of my heart clashing with pain.

I say times up to your games.

Ink Stains

Ink stains on my heart because of the pain.

The thought of you dancing with her is too much I cannot imagine.

You said you were moving on; give me a valid reason.

The single rose you gave me had crippled days ago.

The show was over and there was a glow.

A light that only was shown when you had vanished.

To replenish my soul from the emotional damage.

The aftermath left me insane.

When you left and came back too many times again.

Ink stains was permanent  on this heart of mine.

You can’t just leave me hangin’ at any given time.

I hurt too.

I hurt because of you.

The ink raced down to the ground as you stand there seeing my cry.

The tears I shed felt like I could’ve died.

“At any given time he will walk through that door”.

That thought cannot be ignored.

I sit still in the edge of the bed where we made passionate love.

Where the love for me was already enough.

But now I got shoved.

And there is no way of going back.

Even when I had my bags packed.

Images of you I saw through thr vanity mirror came to life.

And you stood in front of me with a smile so nice.

And told me you’d feel sorrow if I walked out of your life.

I didn’t believe a word you just said.

So I looked passed you, grabbed my bag, and left.

Faded Love

Last time I was infatuated by you….
I didn’t know I wasn’t part of your new rules…
Completely blinded by your charm….
Made me think you wouldn’t do no harm…
I was once missing your essence….
Now I realize you weren’t lovin’ it…
A complete idiot I was…
And too young to love…
Signs that were ignored showed he didn’t care…
The thing was, when he breathes, I wanted to breathe his air…
When he cried, I wanted to wipe them away…
And when I need him….
Where is he today?
The years I spent having these spiraled thoughts of him in the battlefield, expressed that I was worried about his safety…
Why does he treat me so badly?
Faded love was all that had stood…
All that time I was thinking he was good… but he was no good…
Treated me like dirt when I thought he treated me like a queen..
Contemplating If I could see the unseen….
Stood up for him when my family was so mean….
Every love song I sang was just a speck of dust on an open ground…
Now when I hear the songs, I hear no sound….
I didn’t believe anybody’s word but mine…
Just because I fell for the wrong guy….
Even when my girls had thrown signs…
Every truth in his mind converted to a total lie…
Every petal of a fragrant red rose drops into the open sea….
And I exhaled a big sigh of relief….
Faded love, that’s all it could be….

Don’t Leave Me

It was the night so dim.

When she had to plead for him.

He had his bags packed ready to go.

“Please don’t do this; i will feel so low”.

Her tears dripping down frantically.

The heart of hers was her inner beauty.

She handed it to a man who promised to protect its dignity; but he crushed it with his fleeing.

She gave him her all; he was her first in the season of fall.

Thinking she will save herself for marriage; she had lied.

Now she is pleading on bended knees on the living room floor; herpride died.

The night was still and he was inching closer to the door.

She looked at him with desperation.

His face was so seldom.

Never an emotion on his body.

Just a champion who left a heart bleeding.
“Don’t leave me” she says as she laid both arms on her side helplessly.
Godm the heavenly father from up above.
Please let her open her eyes and never get shoved.
She had catered away everything.
Please don’t let it end with her having nothing.
She says “don’t leave me” one last time.
Now she was left with a shameful “you’ll be fine”.
Never has she ever felt so cold.
As he finally walked out of the door.

Leave Me

Tame this heart of mine.
Gradually cure the insides of my veins that had been damaged from the past.
If there is time then give me a sign.
The love i had from that man never last.
But i could see the vision of his in the rear view mirror.
To forget about him i wasn’t sure.
To have love and lost.
To thought he was gone.
Was hard for me to figure out.
The destruction between us was written in the walls all along.
Time to tear down the walls.
The walls that gave me no hope for the future.
The wall that brung me total torture.
Let me regain my heart’s conscious.
Let the light of hope give me a reason.
You were the past; now i know.
You brung me to the ground; you brought me down so low.
The anger for this man can never be ignored.

Although i will be moving on with the life god had given me.
The angel of love had to open my eyes to see.
That there was no love laid across this empty table.
For the love of this man was incapable.
The time spent with him went down the drain.
The days spent with him left my heart locked up in chains
One day i will break the chains that prevent me to love.
And accept the love of a man and his touch.
He will be the best lover than you ever was.