Game Over

The words she had spoken was like a deep cut.

He broke her in pieces, but she came up.

The flower had crippled weeks ago.

The sun was coming down and his heart was shown.

It was filled with blackness that dripped on the floor.

An evil manipulation was planned.

There was a note in an empty can.

It reads “game over”.

He went to his actual lover.

They spent the night with each other.

She was another loser.

She ran for cover.

But it was game over.

Rain fell out of the tear ducts and turned into bullets on the ground.

In the room there was no sound.

Just a man with an invisible crown.

He had won the invisible game.

It was over for her and she felt shame.

For the longest time she was to blame for the shame.

She had to find another to recover.

As she watched him walk down the aisle with his new lover.

She felt pain like no other.

Game over.

Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Truth Is

Take whats left of me.

You see me as a girl that you can please.

I became that girl once again.

Getting her head stepped on by men.

Men, who don’t know what they want so they play.

With my heart like a tether ball.

Going round and round where there is nothing left at all.

I get bruised all the time.

Wishing whatever he did was a lie.

The potential truth comes out of their mouths may be the truth.

The grey clouds hover over me like no other.

I camouflage my tears with the rain.

Don’t want people to see me cry in vein.

Truth is, I cannot take the pain.

Holding back the tears telling myself I am fine.

Truth is, you were never mine.

Labeled Abusers

He took her breath away with one little song.
He compelled her to love his beautiful written song.
Taking her hand in a moonlight dance.
Making her feel like she was staring out of Mt. Everest in one single glance.
Her feelings for him became love at first sight.
As he took her home to end the night.

Years go by and the honeymoon phase became deadly.
All of a sudden their relationship became unsteady.
Her hands were covered over her ears as he was yelling.
Couldn`t hear a word he was saying.
Crying these sad sobs and wondered what she did wrong.
To make the love of her life scream this vicious song.
He feels he is in control.
As he slaps her on the cheeks; her heart took it`s toll.

The first phase of the beating was over.
To know he had more control over her.
The anger shot up to a stifling degree.
She bends down to her knees to plead.
He sees her helpless and it makes him feel like a king.
As he kicked her in the stomach, he had felt he had everything.
Sickening mind he possessed as he sees heaving through his chest.
He sees his girl laying down helpless.
He holds her in his arms of rage in the darkness.
Please help her get out of his arms of evilness.

Months go by and she can`t help but think.
Can she get out of here before she will be under God`s wings.
She looks through the mirror which sits still in the bathroom.
And she could still see bruises on her face of beauty.
Her face never glowed once and she knew this was a sad reality.
She packs her bags and leaves a man who is labeled an abuser.
She runs directly to the cops; so what if he labels her an accuser.
He will be forever labeled an abuser as the cops lock him away as a prisoner.
Justice will be served on platter labeled abuser.

Change of Hearts

The rain pours on their faces of defeat.
Two hearts which were happy in the past times.
The traffic in the background as they stand in the spotlight in silent.
He tries to look at the light that he saw in her.
She tries to look for the glimpse of sanity she once saw in them.
An ounce of love never was portrayed in their eyes.
They would say those three strong words, but that would both be lies.
Letting go of five years of history would be a pain both ends cannot go through.
Good memories built in this house of commitment.
Never have they thought about ending it with a great amount of devastation.

The morning mist shown through the window of their one room apartment.
The sun shines bright through the clouds of grey; they don’t deserve it.
Two heads turned away from each other as they lay their bodies farther.
He questions why they are together.
She is thinking about why he even bother.
As they sit in the breakfast table with no love in the air.
They realize they didnt care.
They just gave up caring; but couldnt find a way to depart.
After a long dead silence from both parties, he says “change of heart”.
She then says giving up what they have is hard.
Figuring out if there’s hope, he touches her face with his gentle hands; he had saw a blank stare.
“Do you still care?”
She thought for a minute and looked down at her reflection on the silverspoon and said “there is emptiness here”.
The break up flew by with no lingering feelings.
No pleading from both parties.
No screams and no sorrys.
Just a blank face of torment,
He packed up his suitcase and left their one room apartment.
She watched him leave with a sense of ease.
No feeling of hurt and no pain in the heart.
Just the feeling of ease that they are apart.
The shadowy figure of him going down the stares had never left her heart bare.

Change of hearts will come so quickly.
It will wash over us completely.
We call each other cute nicknames like “baby” or “honey”.
But soon both ends of the ropes have to be pulled away and now their vanishing.
Deadly love will come soon.
Grab hold of the love of your life like a baby in a mother’s womb.