Ink Stains

Ink stains on my heart because of the pain.

The thought of you dancing with her is too much I cannot imagine.

You said you were moving on; give me a valid reason.

The single rose you gave me had crippled days ago.

The show was over and there was a glow.

A light that only was shown when you had vanished.

To replenish my soul from the emotional damage.

The aftermath left me insane.

When you left and came back too many times again.

Ink stains was permanent  on this heart of mine.

You can’t just leave me hangin’ at any given time.

I hurt too.

I hurt because of you.

The ink raced down to the ground as you stand there seeing my cry.

The tears I shed felt like I could’ve died.

“At any given time he will walk through that door”.

That thought cannot be ignored.

I sit still in the edge of the bed where we made passionate love.

Where the love for me was already enough.

But now I got shoved.

And there is no way of going back.

Even when I had my bags packed.

Images of you I saw through thr vanity mirror came to life.

And you stood in front of me with a smile so nice.

And told me you’d feel sorrow if I walked out of your life.

I didn’t believe a word you just said.

So I looked passed you, grabbed my bag, and left.

A Woman’s Pride

Make up your mind and follow.

Patch up the wound and let the memory of him flow.

Out of your head and into the wind.

Let the memory flow swiftly through the forest which echoes.

Find happiness through the branches which grows.

Strong woman you are; never let a man say that you aren’t.

The whole world will know your beauty one day.

Don’t let his sinful mouth bring you down.

You will be defeated and he will wear his crown.

Beat the highest mountain you can find and fly.

Away from the misery which was kept behind these thick walls.

Leaves you shameless and defeated.

It wasn’t you that needed; it’s him that needed.

Last time you pleaded.

You apologize for the times he had treated.

You badly and still you were addicted to staying.

What I am saying is…

Follow your brain as well as your heart.

Or your pride will fall apart.