The Future

The future is going to be a bittersweet moment I will be devouring.
It’s time to climb the highest tower.
To complete my ultimate desires.
To recover from the past.
To have a present that had dashed.
The future is in my hands.
Open up the envelope that reveals my fate.
Reveal the future that I will taste.
Oh! How I wanted to taste this good fate for so long.
It tingles with sweetness and glistens with happiness in the mouth which I am allowed to speak.
The feet that was provided for me to climb the highest peak.
The hands had been flourished from the chances I didn’t seek.
The future I hold in the hands that are now flourished.
Will allow me to get away from the emotional damage.
Past and present is an obstacle for the future.
A future that I know is coming for sure.
Untie these hands of mine and let it wander on this blank paper.
This paper will make my future happier.
The words will speak in a friendly voice.
To the public who is hoping for a choice.
I will carefully stroke my future with gentle and careful thoughts
No matter how much pain it will cost.
No matter how many friends will be lost.
The future is here to stay.
The past will be left in the back of my mind to decay.

Goodbye For Now

Its been years since you passed….
The memories of you will forever last….
Images of us still remains in my memory….
Times spent together, was spent happily….
When your death was announced…
I said goodbye for now….
Until we meet again….
My dearest grandfather….

The day I visited your headstone….
Ironically, felt like home….
Emotions brewed up inside…
As they put your ashes in the ground, I cried…..
Though goodbye for now is in my head, there your name I read….
Your presence, I still remember everyday of my waking .hour….
As I stared at your face on your stone grave….
I thought about the knowledge that you gave….
Always called me your Little Japanese Girl….
Made me feel like I was on the top of the world….
While you were in cloud nine….
I hold up a glass of your favorite wine….

Reminiscing of you in your favorite spot….
Makes my knees shake and my heart throb….
Its so hard to say goodbye to you Jai….
Goodbye for now, is all I can write…
Until next time, in the afterlife, I will fly, and you will meet me there, for you are my spiritual guide….