Truth Is

Take whats left of me.

You see me as a girl that you can please.

I became that girl once again.

Getting her head stepped on by men.

Men, who don’t know what they want so they play.

With my heart like a tether ball.

Going round and round where there is nothing left at all.

I get bruised all the time.

Wishing whatever he did was a lie.

The potential truth comes out of their mouths may be the truth.

The grey clouds hover over me like no other.

I camouflage my tears with the rain.

Don’t want people to see me cry in vein.

Truth is, I cannot take the pain.

Holding back the tears telling myself I am fine.

Truth is, you were never mine.

Daddy’s Little Girl

The little girl stares out of the window….
Her bedroom was a place where she can dream in colors….
As her parents argue in the background, she covers her ears, because of the sound….
Troubled girl, how young she might be…
Her smile shines so brightly….
Her behavior exudes much confidence…
In her days that was well spent….

Everyday goes by and she still hears yelling…
As her mother slaps her father’s face, that was her true calling….
She yells “stop!” but her voice was too deafening….
The words in her mouth, the parents did not dare to listen….
Tears forming in her eyes as they were covered….
She knew her father would go to his new lover….
She pleads “daddy don’t go!” as she grips his legs and fell to the floor…
He kisses her forehead and tells her she will always be daddy’s little girl……
After, he grabs his suitcase and closes the frontdoor…
Her tears become an ocean of water beneath her and she felt her heart tore….
Her glistening eyes turned to the window and realize that daddys not with her anymore….
The sound of her mother crying….
Felt like she was dying….
Although it pains her to know her daddy left; the sympathy towards her mother crept..
Eyes so innocent sneaked into the bedroom…
Walked to her mother with posture so gloom.. .
Her little hands around her mother’s waist
Made her feel warm and safe
She could smell her mothers scent…
As her mother wiped tears away while her head was bent….
“Oh how I wish she could notice me”
She thought as she laid her head on her mother’s knee….

Stars in My Eyes

Secretly I became fear itself.
Raging out like the god of war.
Thinking that my mind can be stored in the shelf.
My mind wants to soar.
Creative artwork spread along the empty dining room table.
To make this piece of art come to life I might be capable.
Signing my name in cursive on the pages that I wrote on is my dream.
Making my dream shiny and gleam.
I am a glimpse of my future.
As I journey through the forest in the present.
Anyone who wants to go against it.
Will have to fight through the barriers of my walls.
I am now ready to leave this place of emptiness to spark the fire that had been laying low for so long.
I will never have to look at the stars in the skies.
Because the stars are implanted in my eyes.

What Are We

I am asking what are we for a reason.
I want to know this one important question.
Are you going to change girls like the change of season?
I have to know I’m all yours.
This is no chorus for a song.
This is not a trip so long.
This is a question that determines our fate.
So answer this question with faith.
I want to know.
You need to show.

You At Your Lowest

You at your lowest.
Me at my highest.
Doesn’t that sound good?
I act like how any enemy should.
When they come face to face with their opponent.
Winning with sweet victory is my only intention.
The thought is deep in my mind.
Dig into my thoughts if you please.
There is too much information in there ready to seize.
Ready to seize every word that comes out of your filthy mouth.
I hope things really goes south.
For your side, I really do.
Here’s to the shit you put me through.

We Are All Equal

The love of a man and woman is now equal from the love of a man and a man.
Two lovers are now legally tied with a wedding band.
Love is in the air for two gay couples.
Make way for the equal marriage already in place.
Wash away the mean comments and the law that troubles.
A man can get married with a wedding dress made with lace.
Old fashion ways ends today.
The same sex marriage comes into play.
Congratulations to the gays who fought through discrimination for so long.
The law against gay marriage is now gone.
Raise your glass cause your struggle surpassed.
I hope that the love of two men will last.
Love is love for all human kind.
Let us not be selfish when it comes to spreading the love.
Let us be happy that all of us can love.
To all gay people of America.
I wish you all best on all your future endeavors.

Revenge Comes in Millions

I hope life goes downhill for you.
I really do.
Although I have only two eyes that see.
And two ears that hear.
What you say about me.
What comes out of your viscious mouth.
Every word counts.
Every action is mounted in a pile of lies that had spilled out of your seething teeth.
I wish you bad every week.
When that day comes where my revenge comes in million.
The time runs out for you to kill them.
I hate your views; I truly do.
When I do reach for the top.
You will pau you disgusting thot.
And all the curse words combine.
Will not let you get away this time.
Time to bring out the weapons.
Time to answer some unanswered questions.
With my honest intentions

Incomplete

I once thought I was incomplete without you here.
Then I realize you didn’t care.
I scratched your back but never have you touched mine.
I should’ve caught that sign.
I thought of being incomplete and being without the one you love.
But then I opened my eyes for the first time and found out love never exist for me to be incomplete.
You had needs
and I offered them to you.
And then it turned out you had a boo.
I thought I was incomplete when you left so soon.
I then noticed that I was not in tune.
My feelings for you had never stayed.
I finally feel complete now that you are way.
Release my inner power that was trapped for so long.
Because a man I thought I had loved had done wrong.