Romeo and Juliet

You blame me for the the pain you caused. 

You believed you did nothing wrong.

I spent hours listening to sad love songs.

I forgot my sense of direction.

I assumed I would receive affection. you took my love for granted.

I knew from looking at the two of you, I was never wanted.

I can’t stand the lies.

take the image out of my eyes.

I want you to be forgotten. 

the truth slipped out of your mouth and I was frozen. 

The lies I never wanted to believe.

You came into my life and deceived. thought it was love I received. 

You put me on a pedestal and called me Juliette. 

There was vulnerability in my mindset.

I thought you were my Romeo and we could run off in the sunset. 

But you fell for the poison form a girl who’s cruel.

Now look who looks like a fool.

You sunk into my heart like quicksand.

Fed me lies just to hold your hand.

I will not do it anymore.

I’m so sick of you, you’re such a bore.

You never apologized for the heart that you tore.

Give me back my heart that you took. control your witch that gave me an evil look.

I cut the line now.

I will end the show with one final bow.

Goodbye For Now

Its been years since you passed….
The memories of you will forever last….
Images of us still remains in my memory….
Times spent together, was spent happily….
When your death was announced…
I said goodbye for now….
Until we meet again….
My dearest grandfather….

The day I visited your headstone….
Ironically, felt like home….
Emotions brewed up inside…
As they put your ashes in the ground, I cried…..
Though goodbye for now is in my head, there your name I read….
Your presence, I still remember everyday of my waking .hour….
As I stared at your face on your stone grave….
I thought about the knowledge that you gave….
Always called me your Little Japanese Girl….
Made me feel like I was on the top of the world….
While you were in cloud nine….
I hold up a glass of your favorite wine….

Reminiscing of you in your favorite spot….
Makes my knees shake and my heart throb….
Its so hard to say goodbye to you Jai….
Goodbye for now, is all I can write…
Until next time, in the afterlife, I will fly, and you will meet me there, for you are my spiritual guide….